HOW STUPID I AM.

I feel bad.

she is not mine, was about to friendzone her forever.

u know
她是我两年来唯一一个没有放弃的女孩子
我很喜欢她很疼她
基本上，只要她开口我从来没say no
可是
哎


Let me tell u some DRAMA,
When i was in penang she was in penang too
She study there, she have a bf there
Still, dating her out
Okay we go out drink play fooling like idiots
Her bf came and ruin everything
From that day on, i put myself beyond the zone never date her anymore,
Okay, that's the episode in PENANG.
And i came to KL, she came to KL too, she continue her study in TARC,
Oh and she single already so,
I THINKING OF since she is single there will be no more problem for me to dating her out
and last9
We go dinner in thai food place
The guy who chase after her knew
Call her, scold her for why she going out with me
Fuck that shit, 出来混靠本事....我有本事我为什么不能约她出来
I have car i have money i have skill i have everything a GUY should have.

BUT, somehow but I don't know how,
I knew how the story should end
I m not stupid, I am a seasoned fighter on LOVE WARFIELD
I just never win a single war but I've fought alot of fucking wars
Haha...so, i feel bad, really bad.
She always complain to me about those guys she love always hurt her, always kira with her, go out eat liao back home count with her ask her pay.
But for me, i never kira with her
Fuck, i just wanan see her
Wanna talk to her, make some jokes to make her happy, that's all.
I drive slowly like 60km/h on a 110km/h speed limit highway just want to BUY more time with her.
HOW STUPID I AM.